( ) stayed single for the whole year (x) made out in/on a car (x) kissed in the snow ice (x) celebrated Halloween (x) kissed in the rain ( ) had your heart broken ( ) broke someone else’s heart (x) had a stalker ( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone (x) had a good relationship with someone (x) someone questioned your sexual orientation ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) had an abortion (xxxx) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget (x) done something you’ve regretted
( ) lost faith in love ( ) kissed under a mistletoe ( ) lost something/someone important to you
In 2009 I …
( ) broke a promise (x) lied ( ) went behind your parents back (x) cried over a broken heart (x) disappointed someone close (x) hid a secret (x) pretended to be happy (x) slept under the stars ( ) kept your new years resolution (x) forgot your new years resolution (xxxxx) met someone who changed your life ( ) met one of your idols (x) changed your outlook on life (x) sat home all day doing nothing (x) pretended to be sick ( ) left the country (x) almost died ( ) given up something important to you ( ) lost something expensive (x) learned something new about yourself (x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it (x) made a change in your life ( ) found out who your true friends were (x) met great people (x) stayed up til sunrise (x) cried over the silliest thing (x) was never home on weekends ( ) got into a car accident (x) had friends who were drifting away from you (x) had someone close to you die ( ) had a high cell phone bill ( ) spent most of your money on food ( ) had a fist fight (x) went to the beach with your best friend (x) saw a celebrity (x) gotten sick ( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time (x) became closer with a lot of people
(x) painted a picture (x) wrote a poem (x) ran a mile (x) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch (x) posted a blog (x) listened to music you couldn’t stand (x) went to a sleepover (x) went camping (x) threw a surprise party (x) laughed till you cried (x) laughed till you peed in your pants ( ) visited a foreign country (x) cut in a line of waiting people (x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t (x) partied to celebrate the new year (x) cooked a disastrous meal
my niche. that thing that i’m really good at, be it naturally or through progression and hard work, and that also makes me happy. i have NOTHING that i’m particularly passionate about that i can do at this point in my life that results in anything semi-productive towards building myself or society. i haven’t a clue what form this may come in, work, school, athletics of some sort (doubtful), i just know i need to find it soon because i have nothing going on in my life on any level and i’m beginning to feel like a giant failure at life, and it is making me, legit, depressed.
I couldnt have said or felt it better.
Maybe theres something halfway across the country worth living for?