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ill miss2009…

I confess that in 2009, I have …

( ) stayed single for the whole year
(x) made out in/on a car
(x) kissed in the snow ice
(x) celebrated Halloween
(x) kissed in the rain
( ) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(xxxx) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted

( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe
( ) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I …

( ) broke a promise
(x) lied
( ) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
(x) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(xxxxx) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
(x) almost died
( ) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
( ) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
(x) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
(x) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
( ) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

Other …

(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
(x) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal

damn i love my life:)

likesuchas:

my niche. that thing that i’m really good at, be it naturally or through progression and hard work, and that also makes me happy. i have NOTHING that i’m particularly passionate about that i can do at this point in my life that results in anything semi-productive towards building myself or society. i haven’t a clue what form this may come in, work, school, athletics of some sort (doubtful), i just know i need to find it soon because i have nothing going on in my life on any level and i’m beginning to feel like a giant failure at life, and it is making me, legit, depressed.

I couldnt have said or felt it better.

Maybe theres something halfway across the country worth living for?